To: Amalie Sebald
Teplitz, September 16, 1812

Anderson v1 pg386 - letter #382

       I a tyrant?!  A tyrant to you!  Only misjudgment of my character can make you say such a thing, and indeed this opinion of yours might imply a disagreement with me! – But I don’t blame you for it; on the contrary, it might be fortunate for you if it were true – Since yesterday I have not been feeling very well, and this morning my indisposition became more serious.  It was caused by some indigestible food which I ate; and apparently my irritable nature feeds on the bad as well as on the good.  But do not apply this dictum to my moral nature – People say nothing, they are just ordinary folk, that is to say, as a rule they see in others only their own reflection; and that is precisely nothing. Away with it.  What is good and beautiful needs no human beings to recommend it.  It stands there alone without any support; and, after all, that seems to be the basis of our understanding – All good wishes, dear A[malie].  If the moon seems to me to be brighter this evening than the sun has been during the day, then you will have a visit from a small person – from the smallest of all persons –

                                                                                 Your friend
                                                                                                   Beethoven